Monthly Archive for June, 2006

God shaped holes

It is wonderful to get back to Latvia and get away from World Cup fervour!

Back in England it seems that whole communities have fallen into some sort of obsessive behaviour over England’s small chance of winning the World Cup. Every other shop seems to have England flags and other football related stuff filling its windows. Almost every pub in the country (well at least those I saw) was advertising how you could watch England matches live! Cars and houses are covered in flags, including some of both that have been painted to resemble the St George’s Cross of the English flag.

Now if you were to ask Zoe she would confirm that I love football, but all this was just so far over the top as to be almost comical!

The problem is though that it shows the underlying need in people for something to grasp hold of. We are created in God’s image and it has been said that we exist with a God-shaped hole in our lives. Even though they don’t know it people are trying to fill this hole in their lives but can’t because they are trying to fill it, in this instance with football. The problem of course is that football is not God and therefore is the wrong shape!

At the end of the World Cup people will be left disillusioned! Even if by some amazing fluke England win the World Cup ultimately the euphoria will die down and many people will be left with the same empty space deep down in their hearts, and will set off looking for the next thing they can fill it with.

Why is it that Jesus doesn’t come across as attractive a proposition as football and whatever else people use to substitute for Him? Maybe its the way that we advertise Him. All too often Christians look as if they are the “cat that lost the cream” rather than the recipients of a love that surpasses anything else the world has to offer!

Readings in blogland!

Having been away for 3 weeks and having spent most of that time away from a computer I’ve been trying to catch up on what has been written on my favourite blogs! It turns out that there are a few wonderful articles that have either sparked debate or are hidden gems!

The obvious place to start is Grant Sandercock-Brown’s “We are not perfect” over at theRubicon.org. I’ve read a couple of articles by Grant and he always asks the probing questions. Judging by the 26 comments that have already been added to the post, he has done the same again. Whilst the article itself makes some big generalisations the debate it has sparked is interesting and well worth a read!

Sticking with theRubicon (which is fast becoming a significant website in my opinion) is Gordon Cotterill’s “Missional Jesus” which argues the premise that we are spending too much time ‘pecking’ over our different methods of being The Army, and missing the real issue!

One place that I almost always find challenging is realmealministries.org, hence the link on the right! Brian Russell, who is the author of the blog, has written a great piece about “Questions on Sanctification” which has helped some of my own thoughts to click into place. I particularly love his final comment which says:

Human beings long to be loved authentically (community), to live for a greater purpose (mission), and to become something better than they are (holiness). The discerning preacher/teacher will invite persons to experience these in Jesus Christ.

There are several more that have caught my eye but I’ll finish with another Gordon Cotterill offering this time from his own blog URBANarmy. Gordon has been doing a serious on the Lost Themes of Mission. One is on the subject of “Jubilee” and I’d recommend it if you haven’t already seen it!

Fun but ultimately useless!

Sometimes there is a certain joy in finding something that is simply totally useless! The picture below is one of those things and is simply this blog as a pictorial graph! Sad I know!

If for any reason at all you want to give it a try go to this site and see what you think!

What we need is Passion!

There is so much talk around within the Army blogging world about what is the right way for us to be Army. Each time the discussion is raised it seems to go round in a circle a couple of times and then fades away only to appear on another blog a few days later and do it all again.

Why do we keep having the discussion? I think the answer is easy! We look at the early day Army and see the radical nature of what those early Salvationists did and are disappointed at what we see today.

Without any doubt there are things wrong with this Army that God raised up. When I look at our corps I can see elements of the Revelation churches everywhere. Some like Ephesus (Rev 2:1-7Open Link in New Window) have lost their first love; others blow neither hot nor cold like Laodicea (Rev 3:14-22Open Link in New Window). We definitely have Sardis-like corps (Rev 3:1-6Open Link in New Window) who are spiritually dead.

But lets not forget we also have a growing number of corps who are like the church in Philadelphia (Rev 3:7-13Open Link in New Window), who Christ praises.

Nothing radically new in that line of thought I know but bare me out. A few weeks ago I wrote a piece about the need for a radical overhaul of the Army. This is still my position, but I’ve come to a realisation that the only way this is really going to happen is if those of us who recognise the problems become passionate about being The Salvation Army that God called us into being to be!

We can argue forever about which model of Church reflects best what The Salvation Army needs to be today! For me we need to forget all the different models and simply get on with the war! I don’t think that we can ever become what we once were, but if we focus on God’s calling we will become an even bigger force in the future.

Let’s be what God called us into being for! Passionate examples of His love for a fallen world! Passionate Saints who are passionate for souls and God’s Kingdom on earth!

The future!

For those of you who have visited my blog before you may have noticed that I have mentioned a meeting I was having last week during our holiday. At the time I simply asked for your prayers and didn’t want to go into the details!

Well last Thursday I, along with Zoe, met with the Candidates Secretary in the UK and I offered myself for full-time ministry as an officer. Surprisingly to me, the fact that we are still serving here in Latvia seems to put no obstacles in the system of the application process, so I’ve spent the day, including the 2nd half of England v Ecuador putting the finishing touches to my application forms.

The current situation is that I will enter the UKT’s William Booth College in either 2007 or 2008 (depending on a few issues Zoe & I need to discuss) and will train to become an officer.

This has not been an easy choice for me as I struggle with the thought of being an officer even after applying. Add to this the fact that I am applying as a ’single spouse’ ie without Zoe also makes the decision hard. However, it is clearly God’s will for me and I have had to put my concerns into His hands. Having said that now I have started the process off I am excited about the future that God has planned for me.

The problem I now face is that I am frustrated at times sat behind a desk in Regional Headquarters and want to get out and make a real difference in individual lives. I know that this is where God wants me to be at the moment and that He has a clear plan for the job I am doing. I need to make sure that my concentration is focussed fully on this role throughout the coming months and not get caught up in the still fairly distant future.

We’re back!

Well after 3 weeks holiday in England we’re back home in Latvia! We have been blessed with probably the best holiday we’ve had (other than our 2 week trip to Greece during our homeland furlough) since we arrived in Latvia nearly 5 years ago. All our times with family and friends were wonderful and the extra week meant that we weren’t running around quite so crazily as we normally do.

Being back in our own home is great. It’s amazing just how much home means even when you’ve been back to visit family. Sian spent about an hour running around the flat playing with nearly all her toys in the process, just very excited to be home amongst familiar things!

We have today to recover and then tomorrow its back to work and everything that will go with that! But today we’re just going to relax, do some emergency grocery shopping (yes I know it’s Sunday ;) ) and this evening watch England v Ecuador!

Holiday ramblings

After being on holiday since Sunday I’ve managed to switch off pretty much from office mode and am enjoying spending some time simply relaxing. Following on from our trip to Sherwood Forest, we did the 30 minute stroll from my parents’ house to Lincoln Cathedral (which cunningly poses as Westminster Abbey in the DaVinci Code). Now having lived in Lincoln for 18 months in my youth I’ve been in the Cathedral several times, but it was a first for Sian!

Two things about the visit struck me! Firstly, there were a lot of children on school trips from a variety of different schools. That meant that when we were inside the cathedral itself it was full of children chatting to each other and instead of being the normal quiet, serene place, it was full of voices of various types. For me this was a wonderful thing! All too often we expect an awed silence when we go into these “houses of God” and people almost seem scared to talk at times. For me the noise of everyday life that I experienced today made it one of my most memorable visits to Lincoln Cathedral.

The second thing was Sian’s reaction to going into “Church”. When we left she kept saying that she wanted to go back inside and she really didn’t want to leave. For me this simple and innocent expression of her opinion really spoke to me about the way people react to the Church. I’ve seen things on some Christians’ blogs that are starting to question whether you actually need to be part of a Church to be a Christian. Some of these seem to suggest that they feel it is possible to sustain their relationship with God without getting into relationships with people! For me this is an integral part of being in Church! I don’t care about the building we meet in, or even if we meet in a building, but I do want to share my walk with other Christians, drawing from the fellowship that we experience when we come together! By expressing her disappointment at leaving the church building, I felt so sad that I sometimes don’t have the same response when I leave the people who make up my church! Lord give me a longing to be such a part of church, that I am tangibly disappointed when I’m not in community with my fellow sisters and brothers!